Mis Say-So

It's true when new year is just another day..As of today, my world has been busy, busy and actually I still lack of vacation..dreaming to go somewhere new. Because of the expected change to come in my life, I still has not step up to meet all those deadlines or targets..I'm so weak..I was wondering whether it was lazy, easily tired or  not enough motivation or.. willingness to be good...time is always not enough..but likewise people will tell that you have poor time management and etc..usual reasons..But its not just about manage..it's about the ability to keep on going..sometimes we planned but we still not able to do it.. Image credited to addy-ack@Deviantart

My inability to be alone has proved to me again.We always think people will be there for you when they need you but now I think that is not true. Even the fact that it's beyond their capability to be there for me, I still couldn't accept. But I guess this is the final straw. It is confirm that the statement of people will be there for you when you need them is not valid everytime. The world is not cruel but that's just the way it is. P/s: Thank you for showing me that now,well at least now rather than later. Walk alone... Image credited to Muffinka013@Deviantart