Mis Say-So

On the surface people can know why he/she is not happy based on recent events. People will think that we are sad because of those events. But actually we are sad because we have triggered the old same scar or burden that we had before..sadness or failure that has not been resolved. Deep down further, if there is an old scar deep down beneath those skin, and no one can know from the surface.. that can make you feel sad or more sad again, then it is only in Allah SWT knowledge. I mean, that is really sad right..old scar and no one knows it. Argh, what a tiring thoughts. Wondering why they are people behave the way they did and caused us to be emotionally and physically tired.. Should we teach them a lesson because of their repetitively lack of empathy or concerns? We suffers and create depressions when we face it alone.. Image credit @Deviantart

Alone..doing everything alone the same thing for several times is really depressing..I don't know why..are you prepared to be alone if it happens? If you are destined to be alone for the rest of your life, wouldn't it be a burden for you to think it as a depressing thing for your entire life? Being the loner of the siblings, I'm having the same experience that both of my parents have..now I know why they fear to be alone..I admire people who is a single mother..I admire their mental and emotional strength..now, I'm sitting here crying and depressed to go out alone again to the same restaurant..that I just went yesterday..wow..I cannot define that..maybe lack of courage, no determination like the single mother..Yes. Image credit to Kayleigh June@deviantart