Mis Say-So

Yesterday after work, I decided to take a walk to my fren's place..It's been almost a year, (probably more than that) since the last time i saw her. I love walking so much since i used to it during my previous years in the university. My wish to join either Penang Bridge Marathon or the Penang Starwalk this year was not fulfilled due to my ignorance and late action..Haha..Actually i realized too late about these marathon and thus was not able to register before the deadlines..Hmm... Anyway, i met up with my former uni mate and it's nice meeting her face to face..We used to talk about everything and i love talking with her..So, meeting her was sort of reminiscing our life. We've talked about the people that we met in our life and how they changed us..I realized it more than ever and if we noticed hard enough some of the people that have perceptible presence in our life are there to teach us things..The lessons are not attain directly from them but much from our thought...

Banking industry is all about their services. But i was surprised by how both of these banks differ greatly in terms of their service. Last month, i opened an account from each of these banks respectively. Maybank lose badly and CIMB wins unanimously. The first shortcoming is Maybank requires you to fill in a form that looks like a booklet. (Go figure!) Why do they want all that much of information anyway?...Ridiculous. CIMB? No forms required =) All personal information were typed straight into the computer. (Duh! that's what i expected in the first place and Maybank didn't do that). Second, the layout floor in this Maybank branch is not even customer-friendly. There's barely enough seats for customers to wait. Standing can really piss off the customers. At this CIMB branch, well there's enough seats alright. In fact, they provide service that was quick enough to not keep us waiting.Plus, they were far more friendly than Maybank and not just that, at Maybank when as i...

I was lucky enough to be able to balik kampung this year ;) .Our car broke down at Tapah R&R..(that's luck too).We waited about 6hrs to repair the car. I'll be reallyx10 dissapointed if we weren't be able to balik kampung.I guess we are destined to go back this year.Hehe..at least my Raya wasn't gonna be bored as the previous years. My parents didn't have any problems in deciding where we should balik raya first becoz both of them from the same Nogori..hee.No problem. The best thing about Raya is of course the opportunity to see our sanak sedara. My grandma at the age of 83, still fit and healthy just like Tun Mahathir..Well, both of my grandmas are perfectly healthy.(Alhamdulillah..). I adored both of them becoz of the love they have towards us.They are not grumpy and always willingly to do things without asking for anything in return without much of a complain(considering their age). When they smile, the world around smiles too.. Oh, i love meeting all of th...

I'm not a huge fan of him but since i listen to one of his song- Touch my hand, it makes me notice him more and how cute he looks. I bought the seventeen mag just because he's on the cover and he was in Malaysia. He got to wear a Baju Melayu.. how kuh-ai... He's like a really cute small little boy who can sing plus with an innocence smile.. Cute stuff!

The topic of disagreement : why can't they just unite? I don't see why being united is a problem. Isn't being united is good?...isn't that a moral value that have been encouraged by God?..As a citizen i don't see any difficulties to achieve that. Especially the Malays-we are preached by the same religion. I don't see any benefits could come from discord or disunity. Nowadays politics seems like rubbish when they bring nothing but nuisance, headache and disruption. -sigh- Complexity does not exist if we could just stop being selfish and just move forward together with great visions and values for a better future .

Love..truthfully i've never been in love because all the feelings/love i felt in the past has never been requited. So, i declare to myself that i never been in love. -yep,that's true! It's hard for me to like someone and the ones that i like didn't even had the same feelings that i have towards them. I have always asked myself whyx101 and why do i kept wondering he does't like me.Why do i longing for him so bad?..em, maybe it is hard for me to like a guy but NO. The answer towards all these questions are........... It is all because i have such a pathetic life! or i'm just not happy with my life. Hahaha It's true you know - it's not that i was attached to anyone but i kept longing in the past. If a women is so happy with her life, she wouldn't even give a damn if a guy says "i don't love you" because she never need it. Because she's already happy with her life. she decides what she wants to do in her life and does not affec...

Is it true that we are easily hurt by someone that we love or care? And is it also because that we expect much from them?................ So does this means that we should not expect much things from them? So does this also means that the conclusion is - we should not expect much from them....? I'm not referring this to a boyfriend/friend coz i already realized that they are truly the third party in our life.But i'm referring this to family members. Does this principle apply to them too....? I started to feel that it does. -Maybe i do expect much from them.